It was really nice to just be alone in the city for a day; even though I'm living alone, I've realized that I end up almost constantly being surrounded with other people or communicating with other people, which is great- but every now and then just taking myself out on a date in the city can be fun.

One odd little side effect of writing this blog for me has been that I have found myself almost subconsciously narrating the events of my life. I remember from psychology that one of the "identity confusions" of adolescence involved seeing yourself as the center of a some sort of movie or novel and your life as the story and I thought at the time that it was a funny idea. Now, I think I understand the idea a little bit more: recently, when I've seen something funny or thought something, I've ended up restating and retelling it in my head from a slightly removed point of view; it's amusing for a bit, though I'd prefer that this inner narrative come to an end soon. :-) Anyway, after I left the art museum, I went to the Eurolille shopping center, though I'm not quite sure why. Even before I went, I was fairly certain that I did not want to buy anything, that I was not in the mood for shopping, and even if I found something, that I should not buy it. However, I did make the important discovery that you have to pay for public bathrooms in France and that it costs 30 Euro Cents. I also now know that it's a good idea to figure out how the pay machine works before you get in line, because otherwise you'll have lots of very impatient people who really need to go, angrily rushing you as you fumble with your money and try to figure it out. Not that any of the above happened to me or anything. I also had my first craving for Asian food yesterday. I was waiting for it to happen, for I hadn't had my staple sushi or chicken tikka masala since I left home (the day before I left home to be exact). I had been walking past japanese, chinese, and indian places not remotely tempted by the foods that I ate more often than pasta at MIT, until yesterday when I went to Eurolille and spent a few minutes looking longingly at their sushi bar before getting pain au chocolat, my new staple food. Thursday evening was slow, as I missed Ian's email asking me to come to the center of Lille for dinner. I had some bad soup and went to bed early instead. I'll write more when I get back from Paris/Versailles this weekend!
And a quick last note to all of my lovely friends who have been writing me long emails and then inexplicably apologizing for writing them (you know who you are)...I love receiving your emails, so keep writing them and stop apologizing. :-)

you're adorable...i'll continue with long emails - haha :)
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